Escapade 2010 的出走。。。

尊孔中学

女皇语录

20100924
到了退房时间，女皇早已收拾好行李，躺在那看着我收拾行李。我见状说：“妈，过来帮忙下。”女皇瞥了我一眼，语气坚定答道：“不！”
我听罢，嘴巴一直嘀咕着。。。：“这个作母亲真是的。。。”此话未完，女皇没好气的接下去说：“不怎么好哦。”
我顿时语塞。

20100321
姐姐切了一盘李子端出来。女皇瞥了一眼说：“怎么没削皮，又没把种子给剔出来。”姐姐忙解说道：“那是维生素的来源。”女皇听罢没好气的说：“那你把所有的种子吃下去好了。”

20100126
我提起行李离开家门时，我问女皇：“要不要我在台湾给你带什么回来？”女皇不以为意答道：“便宜的我又不喜欢，贵的你又买不起。不用了。” 我顿时气结。

The "BIG" DAY of SIONG HAN & MUN YEE

Em@ils I'd received from DOUGLAS。。。

Sean,

thanks for your care. Last week i went to do my biosy, i stay in hospital for half a day to take a sample out from my nose. this friday 30 th of november, the doctor will let me know whether it is benign or not. This few day just like waitng a death penalty whether is fall on me or not> i read many articles in re this matter.

i even read some authors from Taiwan, named lim shyang kong, he seemed to teach people how to take away the toxin from the body..... ah... now i so much appreciate the health of individual.... i saw people smoking... i really like to tell how painful if you dignosis as cancer... or eat healthy....

Now i think i cannot sleep well... everything just come so sudden. i thought i am really healthy... i exercise... i eat well... but is still fall on me.... hopefully tomorrow report will make me suffer as minimun as possbile.... now i hate to listen the tahitian guy he also have sufffered form Cancer... but now he is recovered now... Sean.. take care yourself for me...

take care

douglas

20071129

HI all,

Maybe some of you guys know me well or others thinking where is this guy from. Let me introduce to those do not know me.

Borne in the year of horse, age about three turns plus a bit , only bit of years add on, please be mercy. Live in Auckland , but heart in Asia.

Like travelling and now starting to learn how to live life to the full, hopefully do not take too long to acheive the truthliness of life.

To those know me, please if someone mentioned about me, please be kind to introduce my best side of my characters. Thanks , i will shout you guys a lunch.

Chinese New Year is fast approaching now.Wish all of you have a safe and healthy year.

Please take care.

Regards

Douglas

20080128

Dear Sally,

thanks for calling me.

I am now battling against my illness. as i told you that Dr found out a tumour in my brain, initially they thought is a benign tumour , but since the tumour so aggressive, it is hard to say. After i did my surgery, i am now doing my raditherapy for six weeks. two more day will be finished my treatment, but my condition seemed to be no improving, so i need to go thru a set of other treatment.

Sally, life is really hard to predict, all the while i think iam pretty strong phisically, but now i am admit that it is hard to say nowaday. but i will not give up, because i cannot yeild to this illness. i need to tell myself, i have many things to accomplish, i need more time to survive, so everyday, i live stronger than the day before. like Sean Lim said..... fuck the tumour.... i will get over it. Otherwise i will enjoy everyday left over to me... anyway, i will not give up... because i want to visit you in America... i want to see the world,.... also i want ot see your kid get marry.... see you grandson and granddaughter.... i will not give up...

one day we stay in federal hotel again.... and chit chat the old time....

i will not drop a tear.... again.... i promise..whenever

please take care yourself for me

love

douglas

20080602

偶而会不知情底下非常失落.

驾着车到处溜看到四处都是有情人而自己却一个人,实在不忍的叹了一声.术了, 可能这是命吧

今天和一位从杜拜回来的朋友到密宗佛堂走一趟.他是虔诚信徒. 下个星期是开光所以被邀请. 可能不去了.

在佛堂里有一位年轻的师父耒自马耒西亚, 在这里相当一段日子了, 之前在台湾修行. 希望他好....

好好的过生活

累了

20090308

Today i was in Elizerbert Square to enjoy my cup of Latte, very bustling, i believe, maybe today is earth day. I signed on the World Earth advertisement board, and also many , many earth lovers.......

Maybe because of you, the earth is so beautiful, wishing u happy every single day.

And also today is the opening ceremony of buddha conference in Wuxi, and closing ceremony in Taipei. I have forgotten the slogan of this buddha festival, but as i remmember it is meaningful enought for us as the sentinent being to appreciate and thankful for being able to live healthy and happily everyday.

Once again, Happy birthday my beloved Earth.... may your live is endlessly....

20090328

Sean,

It is June again.

Funny feeling setting into my mind, kind of hard to describe. I wonder whether is the loneliness make me unreasonable upset. Hopefully it is just a glimpse of my life.

June, again is unrelentably cool and freezing. Unfortunately, it is only cool and cool. Really hope it can drop a fews drops of snow into Auckland, so that we can enjoy the snow in inner city. Autumn just gone quickly, i am unable to catch a fews pic of the leafy city.

My friend, please take care yourself...hope to see u soon. I just wonder how Kok Foo doing, i hope he can brave to meet all the obstacles in his life. If i remember tonite i will pray for him. Starting missing his laughs and also his company. I start refresh the times we spent in Perth. Hope he is well

20090602

廿十年实在不是短时间 一直的为生活而拼 虽然生活较安定 但却输了健康 只是怨言 如和其他人 我还术什么 只是偶而的这里不舒服 但不为生活而忧 我术很幸运了 我应而感恩

一直以耒都是自己去面对 所以希望偶而借你的耳朵耒听我的倾诉

真的 人生那有几多个十年 在我剩余的生命 我应活的更精彩

对了 月华还好吗 希望她早日康复 麻烦你传达我的祝福 也望您好

多笑

祯祥

20090718

Sean,

During the last phone conversation we only talk three talk four, however, i forgotting to tell you something in regard of Joshua. What i meant is that if financial permitted, It is not harm to seek some opinion from Singapore Hospital. How? is to tell the surgery Doctor to tender back the patchy stuff( I.e.

tumour), so that it can be tested by the lab in Singapore. I remember i talk you before, that it is useless to do this step, but after a secong thought, i think to be safe than sorry. Of course if it tested to be benign, it might be abundunt.

Anyhow, hopefully it is turn up to be OK. take care

Douglas

20100110

还好吗? 这里天气冷极了 还好 在这里呆了廿十年了 都习惯了

最近不知道为什么情绪波动很大, 只知道自己时间有限, 赶紧把自已应该办东西办妥.

那也应该了, 觉得自己的身体每况愈下, 所以特别的珍惜与家人的相处. 很抱歉咱们的距离太远了, 但愿咱们还有相聚的时间.

也不知道为什么最近哭的很凶.......不想把这些情绪上的问题放在facebook, 不想让家人及朋友担心, 唯有向你倾诉一番, 过后一切都好.

20100601

你的离去仿佛意料之中 所以当我接获你离去的消息时 我的内心似乎出奇的平静 并不是我莫不关心 我也没有硬撑 于其表露在外表的伤心 我更清楚这"一切有为法, 如梦幻泡影, 如雾亦如电, 应作如是观”, 离开了那逐渐败坏的驱壳对你来说何尝不是一种解脱 而且你我曾经许诺 咱们还会再见的 不是吗? U Take K :)

P/S 谢谢你出现在我这生命里 唯一的遗憾就是对你的回忆到此为止 不能再加了。

20120106

在今晚的卫塞游行中持着正知正念，愿社会和谐。今年的路线有别往年。由十五碑的Buddhist Maha Vihara Temple开始，途经过中央艺术坊，茨厂街，Jalan RAJA CHULAN，在Jalan BUKIT BINTANG折返茨厂街，再返回十五碑的Buddhist Maha Vihara Temple。佛像途中经过基督教堂，回教堂及兴都庙，呈现的是马来西亚典型的情况。因为不同，所以才和谐。几百年前在马六甲经已如此。曾经几时，咱们开始因为不同而互相猜忌，破坏了一切的和谐。。。感恩佛祖加持，使我得以正知正念。I have FAITH in MALAYSIA and FAITH is the most powerful force on earth。:-)

HAPPY WESAK DAY to all my fellow buddhist friend.

The BEIJING Time 北京时光

北京不再只是一个历史悠久的文化古都，同时还是一座现代时尚的国际化大都市。高楼大厦鳞次栉比，城市发展迅速，使北京洋溢着生机勃勃的风采。

a GLIMPSE of BEIJING 北京掠影

http://aponakdikato.blogspot.com/2010/05/glimpse-of-beijing.html

京味儿 a TASTE of BEIJING

http://asmarakopi.blogspot.com/2010/05/blog-post.html

煎饼

http://asmarakopi.blogspot.com/2010/04/blog-post.html

Beijing Subway 北京地铁

http://lshstudio.blogspot.com/2010/04/beijing-subway.html

http://aponakdikato.blogspot.com/2010/05/blog-post_02.html

http://aponakdikato.blogspot.com/2010/04/blog-post_28.html

Beijing Subway 北京地铁

ERL

2010 春节记事

年十五

欢聚元宵

元宵夜，阿姨诚邀咱们一家到会。咱们一家给阿姨送了一个礼篮，由咱们家的皇太后亲自送上。礼篮不算贵重，但是贵在每一样物品都是亲自挑选，然后还亲自包裹，保证礼篮只此一家，别无分行。

晚餐过后，又是“搞怪”时间。我又拿起两个柑放在脸上。。。TaTa。。。。。。。。。。。。。Lai，谢谢你在facebook的那一张照片，让我在这个春节“活”了起来。

年初八

从电话的另一边厢传来他的哽咽的声音说“你能过来吗？”我立刻推掉原本要去的“捞生宴”，飞奔过去医院。一踏入病房，只见他兄妹俩抱头痛哭。原来他的母亲往生了。。。身为儿子的他又病卧在床，那种心绞之痛实在令人难以招架。他紧紧的握着我的手哭喊着“妈。。妈。。我听你的话了。我会坚强起来。。妈。。”听得我也哭了。。。

年初七

有朋自远方归来。。。

年初七

与一个刚刚出席梁静如结婚晚宴的朋友在酒吧会面。刚一踏入年初七，他剥了一粒柑给我吃。

年初六

我去了医院“拜年”。看见朋友依然躺卧在HAEMATOLOGY病床上，全身乏力。见他似乎用了九牛二虎之力才挤出一笑容。化疗后，他更弱了。我把口罩戴上随手拿了一张椅子与他保持一段距离对坐着。不为什么，只因怕自己从外头把细菌带入感染到他。闲聊几句。没一会儿，他又进入迷糊状态。。。我也先行离去了。。。

年初四

在朋友的facebook档案中见如是照片，我也找来我弟“照版照碗”的拍了一张。哈，好可爱哦。

年初三

咱们一家在BUKIT TINGGI设宴款待亲朋戚友期捞生。

年初三

林家“四人帮”前往BUKIT TINGGI途中。

年初一

气候热得不行，最好的活动莫过于逛商场了。在金河广场按下快门，拍了这张照片并取了个名字《虎虎生威在金河》。

年卅

年夜饭之后，仿如习俗般，咱们一家大小浩浩荡荡去了吉隆坡的唐人街逛那“聊胜于无”的花市。最后折回独立运动场Stadium MERDEKA旁边的观音庙上香点灯。点灯时我心里想着《但愿大家幸福快乐》。

Happy VALENTINE